Day 11 Additional Thoughts

So I just got home from my night out and I feel so rejuvinated!!!! It may or may not have been the alcohol or the great conversation with women who get me but I feel great and I even talked about my F2F journey and my fellow contestants and how amazing and funny they are. I feel like a total dork next to them but I think we all feel the same way.

So I didn't post my dinner earlier and initially I thought I'd go a little crazy with how insane I was feeling but I got there, drank 1/2 my drink and ordered grilled chicken and steamed veggies. My splurges were 2 Zombie drinks (here's the description: This drink is so potent it’ll wake the dead! Spicy rum zapped with apricot and berry brandy, orange liqueur and smoothed out with a bit of orange juice) and about a tablespoon of honey mustard, mmmmmm. Maybe it was those Zombies that really woke me up.

So anyway, I just wanted to get back on and let everyone know how I was feeling and that I made some good choices despite how I was feeling earlier in the day. Something that I have been hoping would happen and is starting to is for me to let down my guard in my blog posts. I feel like I'm really letting myself go, in a good way, now. I'm happy that I feel like me!!